WOMEN DON’T LIKE OTHER WOMEN

WOMEN DON’T LIKE EACH OTHER

 

I was watching a video of two women discussing why women in general have so many problems with other women. As I’m watching the video a woman walks past and says (in a judgmental tone) “what are you watching?!?! I told her what the video was about, and out of nowhere she started going in about how the girl on the video looked weird, a hippie, what’s on her nose (jewelry), why is she dressed sexy if she’s outside in the rain throwing an axe (during the video it showed a previous clip of the girl enjoying nature)….. I mean the woman walking past as I watched the video was going in!!!… I’m like bitch they talking about females like you 😐

 

I never really got along with other women either because I’m usually surrounded by women like the one who was walking past me talking shit… I’m the type of woman who will walk outside in the rain with no hesitation while all the other women pileup by the door as if they’re expecting this shit to stop in the next 15 secs 🤨

 

I think if I would’ve grown up in a different environment I would’ve had female friends. I wouldn’t mind having dope female friends now, but i’m too weird to find female friends in my normal daily life. I’d have to do some odd shit like take a trip to the jungle to find the type of women I’d likely make good friends with 🤣…. I’d rather be friends with the women in the video throwing an axe, talking about personal development 😁

ERRBODY TRIP’N: Does it make you a better woman?

The art of balancing your life when one area of your life is exciting and you’re tackling goals 😄 with other areas of your life where EVERYBODY got you f’d up 😕🤬

 

Life is giving me no shortages of opportunity to demonstrate growth. I have two options; use these ISSUES as an excuse to resort back to old behavior or use these OPPORTUNITIES to exercise my new sense of character. Let us all pray I make the right decisions ☺️

 

The hardest part right now is not reacting too quickly, and dealing with my lack of response. We often feel like we have to respond. It’s been picking away at me. I’m not responding to negative things when I feel like I have a reason…. Example: a few ppl have been being rather rude toward me and they have been boosting each other up on trying to punk me 🤨 (just when I’m trying to turn this leaf).

 

Now what if that’s not what’s happening…. What if a few ppl have been trying to out due my energy, and they’ve been supporting one another in standing up to me 🤔

 

OLD ME:

“Nah, the fact they’re trying to one up my shit is a problem, and i’m about to fuck them up” 😠

 

NEW ME:

“Don’t respond…. Feel it, and handle it in a mature way. It’s not that serious. Chill.”

 

I’ve been flipping back and forth between the two repeatedly. The old me has been getting more floor time mentally, but the new me has been executing physically.

 

I’ve been brainstorming the appropriate ways to respond. The old me has been pressuring the new me to have all the answers. The old me definitely got all the solutions (dafuq!!)….. But the new me needs time to figure out how to handle these situations appropriately…. If you don’t give your new self time to develop those few ppl won’t be the only ones trying to punk you. The old you will also try to punk you into responding with aggression.

 

It’s hard work, but acting a fool like them won’t make you a better woman….. Leave it.

Developing Spiritually

I started this page a long time ago and I have written many posts that were never published. A part of me kind of wish I would have posted everything I wrote. Only about 5%-10% were published. I think it would’ve been extremely dope to see how much my opinions an overall approach has changed over the years.

I’m 27 now and I have a desire to develop spiritually. I’m not sure where this will take me, but I feel damn good about it. I’m trying to stop using so much profanity, I think it provokes me to be more aggressive in an unhealthy way.

I obviously never been extremely good at actually utilizing this account. I’m hoping I can keep up and share my experience with everyone. I’m currently in a place where my ego no longer serves me and I need to replace my mentality into something more mature for a woman approaching her thirties. I’ve added a layer of sophistication and I want to make sure I embody my growth.

Now is the time for a little solitude and self discovery…. Class is in Session.